Turmoil

Unusual Calmness in my mind,
Fear of a Chaos approaches,
i need a hide out to find,
shelter me from the frantic as it reaches.
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unable to breath as the world revolves,
as i hold tightly my sanity,
the chaos crawls,
i loose the clarity.
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the numbness of reason,
frozen smile.
mind with its own treason,
tranquility is about get spoil.
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as the eyes turn red,
body starts shivering,
nothing about cold was said,
and heart's disturbed beating.
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the circle of memories begins,
smiles,tears and anger like seasons,
witnessing all cravings,
caged in my own prison.
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periodic light from the barred window,
prison walls are craved out of anxiety,
making me afraid of my own shadow,
my mind starts giving up subtly.
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tired and tied there is no way to escape,
as the chaos passed,
reason again takes its shape,
wondering again which path it really crossed.