Infancy

Heavy load of thoughts to carry,
Moments of sadness and sorry.
Times which brought smile,
Staying long and for a while.
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Take this all imagination,
Take me back to my creation.
Where everything was unknown.
Take time away where I was grown.
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Unburden me with all teaching
Religious and moral preaching
Take me back to infancy
When the world at least was fancy.
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Eyes would grow bigger,
With a surprise or fear.
Now everything is backed with reason,
Un-reasoned sounds like treason.
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Hands could barely cover a finger
Of father mother or sister.
Palms,now have responsibility,
Shoulders forgetting fragility.
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Drooling mouth with hunger,
Crying for reasons meager.
Now there are words into it,
Language's bewitching outfit.
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Nothing stands simple
Complex structure knitted with one needle.
Then it was always something new,
No conclusions were at due.
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Going back where this never was,
No reason no cause.
Yet its too much to give away,
Mocking infancy is what I say.
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How long it will last again,
Loosing it all now and future pain.
How long can one mimic,
This cursed infancy called gimmick.